EXTRA

by greenbamboostudios

At 180lbs, I feel strong but I don’t feel pretty.

 

I’m definitely uncomfortable in my regular clothes, and a simple thing like a 20-minute run, which used to make me sexy, has become downright breathtakingly ugly.

 

So when my coach says he expects me to put on at least another 10lbs, I wonder I’m going to fit all that extra.

 

Which is funny because I’ve never worried about being extra blessed or extra bitchy.

 

Extra burdens though, that’s a whole other kind of extra that requires not extra faith, but rather a complete certainty that I will be equipped and able to handle it all.

 

 

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