by greenbamboostudios

In the attempt to bulk up to 200 pounds, a major consequence has been the loss of prettiness.


I’m no longer cut or “shredded”.


And at 20% body fat, I look in-shape, but ordinary.


With 15 more pounds to go, I step on the scale this week to do my monthly total body composition analysis.


On the inside, I’m right on track.


The growing process is usually an ugly and uncomfortable one for any situation.


So even if it’s not reflected on the outside, it’s nice to know that changes are happening for the better, in many unseen magical and mysterious ways.